Dead-End Drive In
donderdag, maart 11th, 2010|
IMDB rating: 5.20 Plot: In the near future, drive-in theatres are turned into concentration camps for the undesirable and unemployed. The prisoners don’t really care to escape because they are fed and they have a place to live which is, in most cases, probably better than the outside. Crabs and his girlfriend Carmen are put into the camp and all Crabs wants to do is escape. |
Actors: Manning Ned,Whitford Peter,Wilde Wilbur,Gibson Dave,Hall Ollie,Fahey Murray,Shadlow Jeremy,Climo Brett,Action,Drama,Horror,Sci-Fi,Thriller,
A predicament to say the least.?
Im 19 and already I feel like my life might aswell end here. It sounds depressing but thats becasue it is, at age 16 i met a girl who i was really good friends with then she started fancying me ande started making out, i wasnt that in interested at first, she wasn’t my type, but then i gave in and agreed to go out with her, it was an intense 2 and a half years to be honest but she helped me study and pass my exams as i did with her but she was is alot smarter than me ill get to that shortly. i broke up with her half way through that time for a few months and then i missed her alot adn realised what i had for a friend and a partner i genuinely thought she was the one.
Eventually the strain of growing up in this day and age go the better of us both i got jealous and paranoid when she started going out more and she ended up cheating on me the night before christmas eve, i found out because i was ringing her tryign to get hold of her that night and she accidently answered and she didn’t realise, i overheard her talking to her friend on the other end and she was talking about how she felt bad about it because her friend liked him and my first thought was why she didnt feel bad that it might upset me so needless to say christmas 2008 was a miserable one it got to the weekend and got invited out, i decided two wrongs make a right and kissed this other girl i didnt tell my girlfriend at the time and she still doesnt know to this day, being the selfish guy that i am i never informed her of this instead i just went on with things a and pretended she was in the wrong and kept having a go at her and being rude to her in general because i was so hurt then she started spending alot of time with her best friend who is a guy and could drive which at the time i couldnt, i then found a text on her phone saying "i cant see you cause i think i have feelings for you" me and my gf then argued i then spoke to the guy and asked him if there was anythign going on and told him not to tell my gf i had asked but he decided he would.
This led to me and her breaking up because she felt like i couldnt trust her, turns out 4 months later that they were getting on each other and the guy decided to lie to me, granted its 6 of 1 and half a dozen of another i shouldnt have got so paranoid and cheated on her but then she shouldnt have cheated on me and lied to me like she did and neither shoudl have he.
Anyway theres alot more to tell but it doesnt matter anymore the point is i then went on to fail my exams and drop out of school ive got a part time job in retail and ive saved up money to go abroad in june but its come to the point where the guy im giong abroad with who is my friend doesnt sound that interested in going i feel like ive got no friends as theyve all gone off to uni and made new friends i dont have the confidence i used to have to chat to girls, its nearly a year to the day that we broke up, i miss her every single day, ive had a relationship with another girl but that finished last month and i still cant stop thinking about my ex ex. Shes officially with her best friend that lied to me now as of today, that hurts alot.
It sounds selfish cause there are people worse off than me but my heart just aches everyday i think about her and the fact that i’ve gone from speaking to her for hours in one day to not speaking to her at alll just kills me, my life isnt going anywhere anymore, i had a plan in my life and its all gone to nothing, no friends, no girls, no phonecalls, no confidence, no career, no life, no prospects, barely finding a reason to get out of bed in the days the only thing i have to look forward to is june when i go away for two months but when i come back ill be broke and still be stuck in a dead end job, i dont want to go to uni really i just doesnt seem to interest me getting a degree in something ill never use. The days go by and i get more miserable when i just want to be liked and get some real friends i used to be really popular in school, hang out with anyone and everyone i dont have that same environment when i go to work because its in the nights in a retailer i get awkward when i go up to girls because i dont know how to be around them anymore and they just end up not wanting to talk to me i dont even feel like i look good anymore like i used to. I get days when my confidence is at an all time high and i get excited, then theres the days when i just feel like the lowest of the low what am i dont wrong what can i do to improve things i just feel soo crap and useless and nothing these days i just want to get out of this house and just see the world and it seems like im the only person whose pationate about doing so out of my friends, i hate feeling sorry for myself but i guess im only doing it to see if i can get some attention.. how very sad.
Sorry about the bad SPAG i wanted to try and get it all out of my head quickly.
This is all you need: http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=7-NOZU2iP A8
PSYCHOLOGIST (J E B [Glos]). | Feb 02, 2010
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